CHANGES!!!

There are times in every man's life where he/she have to deal with some changes in their surroundings and even in their personal life. Some deal with the changes very easily but some may face many problems and challenges while accepting the change.

                                           I personally have been dealing with these sudden changes since August and all I keep doing in order to get along with those changes is to run away from it. Out of my fear and anger I just keep falling into an abyss created by myself. I've been skeptic of the facts which were certain and always creating an issue of it. Changes which I came across were a breakup on my birthday. I kept on bothering myself and people around me about what I came across and instead of accepting the fact I kept thinking about it again and again. There are many theories which I developed in the whole phase of "recovery”, but what I really found out was if anything is going to happen it will happen whether you want it or not, all you can do to deal with is to keep your eyes open and observe everything and prepare for it. When we usually come across changes we create our own boudries, we start blaming our self for the changes and we miss many opportunities that come to us in that phase. Instead of blaming and getting obsessed with your own we should accept the change, break the boundaries and should look out for the opportunities in the world.

                                         I cannot say that I am now out of that phase but surely I am ready for facing the world with confidence in me. Recently we all came across an adver."Kyunki har ek friend zaroori hota hai"....and I find it 100% true. One of my best friend helped me to come out of egg-shell. All she made me understand is the fact that "the sooner I let go off old cheese the sooner I will find a new one"........I can't say that I am able to move on because I have a greed of finding a new girl friend but it really helped me out to understand that it's my life and I can only make it large.

                                                                                  So, for all the heart broken people out there there is a message to you that you may get obsessed with yourself but always keep your eyes open and observe the changes maybe you get something out of that. Maybe this observation can help you in dealing with the changes and MOVING ON!!!!

In the midst.........

I've been going through one of my friend's blog and found it quite interesting, there she wrote about friends and the friendship. These are really very easy words to say but bloody hard to justify. I've been recently experiencing some down in my both student as well as personal life. I've been through a breakup,then a few stupid decisions which completely ruined everything for me.
                                                                                    From my childhood I always thought that there is really something called "Friendship" but when I grew up all I found was its nothing as such,people come to your life with some needs to be fulfilled and when they are done with their job they just walk away and you are just left behind thinking "What I've done??"....and then one day you realizes that its a part of life and if you wanna live then accept the truth.
                               Recently, I came in contact of my very old friend and fortunately with her friend also.I was into both of them very much. But as you all know,things change and the same happened with me.I tried to be neutral to both of them and was determined that I will never spoil their friendship because of me,but when I got this feeling that I am spoiling everything I tried to walk away without being noticed by them. But when asked by my friend that why I'm not being normal to her I told her what I felt but when she asked me the reason I did a stupid thing, I told the secret conversation b/w me and her friend and what her friend felt about me.I never had any intention of causing trouble for them but the particular time when I told her......I became the Culprit.I could have lied and made the things normal but all I thought was she will understand what I meant.She was not wrong on her behalf but that day I realized that there are some things which are meant to be within ourselves.But it was late by then,,,,

 And "In The Midst of making things back to normal again,,,,,,I Loose It all!!"